hi ya darl,well you met faith today,chanelle was soposed to come to see you aswell but it didnt wake out the way it was soposed to but she will be up to see u soon darling coz ill pick a up n bring up to see you ok.well xmas n newyear over with,thank god but the worseday of my life is nearlly here again n am sorry darl but a need your help again to get me through that and your birthday i love you so much carl n as for missing you its well beyond missing you,aneed you so much,am going darl coz it hurts so much but remember where you,v left me n i,ll always be here waiting when your ready to bring us back together its all down to you darl,i love,miss and need so much so please dont leave it to much longer bye for now i,ll right again bsoon your always in my heart and thoughts darlxxxxxx me n you 4evea n always darlxxxx