hi ya,my 1 n only you should of met up with my joe by now,it was so sad the way we lost him darl and so young man,tell im his anty julie loves im loads darl[5-jan-2011]n we all miss im loads n tell every one else i love them loads n give me mam a kiss n cuddle for is darl,look after me joe for is till he learns the way around that big garden up ther,i wish you,d find your way around n down to home you,v always been a lazy person but bloody hell you,v had to wake up bye now n you,v got to be missing me darl lol,if in heaven is wot they say it is id love to no whoms running around after you,n wot ur doing to stop you comeing home to see me,we always promised each other who ever went 1st,that if it was all true about comeing back in spirit we would come n see the other one who was left down on this shitty world so we no for definit,i do no coz my guy came to see me n you no that so why wont you come darl,i love n miss you loads n areally need to see you,even if it is for you to say i told you you,d miss is loads haha i new i would n i also no theres no way you,d beable to do this world with out me in it carl,we were one theres no way he should of took you with out me,you wouyld of went wild on your own darl,you probley would of ended up down pauls,thats the big advantage you would of had u being able to drive plus you have real freinds,am stuck so much on my own me darl a can go for days without seeing anyone,stan comes to see am ok twice aweek or something he,s a lovelly old man darl hes never forgot you,he was showing is he still got the clock we bought im for in his car haha he said aswell darl there still the same batterys,well darl am off now i feel abit tired but i doubt i,ll get to sleep but dont for get to tell every body i said hi n dont for get to come home n that i love,miss n need you with all my heart xx ME N YOU 4ALWAYS DARLXXXXX