Hi yin a really really wish you were here am have a drink infact ba lot of drink hopefully it,ll not me out be fore me miserey time kicks in a dont no how av still got tears darou me main man,its newyears eve darl i just love and miss you so much,id swap everything we,v got just to be with you darling i really need you n this life never mind the next i need you NOW and the next one,give everyone a big kiss n cuddle for me darl give me mam a big big hug n tell her i love her so much,am on my own at the minit if any one comes it,ll be kyle he never fails darl he always checks am ok they miss you aswell darl,and cj poor cj hes lost so mkuch hasnt he darl,am pleased he was only young they reckon the tyoung ones cope with a lose better than growing ups and am pleased coz id hate im to suffer like me n the kids darl its so hard with out you I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART AND MORE IF ONLY I COULD BE WITH YOU ID BE HAPPY AGAIN,BYE BYE FOR NOW DARL YOUR WELL......LOVE,MISSED AND NEEDED ALWAYS COME HOME WHEN EVER YOU WANT I,LL BE HERE WAITING DARLXXXX ME N YOU 4EVER N ALWAYS DARLXXX