hi ya hubby,just aquicky to remind u am still waiting on me visit darl,n to tell you once again how much i love you,theres no 1 word that could say how much i love you darl,or to tell you how much i need n miss you,every thing so different now its just so unreal for aall of us,are kids miss u so much n poor cj dosnt understand,he still thinks your comeing back to us,i wish you could with all my being its so hard without you carl you,d never beleive the heart ache this has brought,we all no you done everything in your power to be here with us,and we no the pain you went through to stay with us,but we just love n miss you with all our hearts and if love could of kept you with us you,d be here makeing our lifes much much better,dont ever think we dont no what you done for us carl because we no exacltlly what you done for our family and myself, our kids and our grandkids will never ever forget our speacail times when all the family were together and we all no its you we,v got to thank for that a big big part of our family has changed but i promise you with all my heart you,ll never be took away from our family you will always be the main man in all our lifes,you,ll never be 4gotten or left out our kids would never let that happen n you no i wouldnt,your always in our hearts thoughts and every thing i do call. you,v always been mine and always will be this is deffintlly one of those times that,just coz your out of sight your deffintlly NOT OUT OF MIND your much to loved for that carl beleive me that would n could never happing.so with all the love in this world sent to you my darling from,me your kids and 5 grandkids kisses and hugs from all of us darlxxx me n you 4ever n always darlxx