hy ya darl,well cj,s back home now i,ll still see im all the time though and let im stay some times he,s getting abig lad darl,good news about faith aswell,shes off the oxegin full time now great news eh,shes lovelly darl another propa harrison.i could be haveing demi tonight by the looks of things awas haveing why kerry gose the town,but she hasnt turned up so am expecting kyle texting to ask if she can sleep.shes a propa little darling carl or witch haha shes at the funny age now,the age you like them where there cheeky n do silly things,faith will be soon,shane n kane were up on saturday darl i cont beleave the way kanes turned out,am his nana haha shes just exactlly the same well apart from bigger like but there all lovelly,so 5grandkids n 1 on the way,please let it be aboy so kyle gets his baby kyle then a think that,ll be were grandkids sorted unless carl has another one when faiths older but a think with faith being so bad when she was born,it frightend carl and leanne well it frightend all of us but it was really hard on the two kids so they,v done really well with her.so now its just me to sort meself out darl,i am trying but its not that easy,i love and miss you so much carl n for some reason a just cont seem to come to terms with the fact a cont have you back,even though a no 100% acont,acont stop hopeing and its so so hard darl i need you so much my heads just not the same anymore.everything ido,say,think even songs and programs there you and me even when a go the shop theres always something thats cause we done everything together so 24hours aday instead of it being us its me,am going now darl i still cont even do this and say what awant to darl cause it all boils down to I LOVE NEED AND MISS YOU...THE ONLY THING THAT CAN PUT MY LIFE BACK TO ME WANTING TO LIVE IT IS YOU COMEING HOME BYE FOR NOW DARLXX ME N YOU 4ALWAYS DARLXXX