Hi ya darling,just a quicky to let you no av made a start on the grandkids stuff for christmas,av still go to birthdays n a newborn to go yet like but a better make a start on toys so,shane,kane n faiths the 1st lot av got n av got them all astart von there sweets,so a outfit of cloths each n thats 3 sorted another 3 grandkids then were 3kids n leanne n kerry to go awish you could just come home we used to love christmases together,now i wouldnt bother if it wasnt for the kids man,my lifes just so diffrenet with out you darl,its so unfair,if there is a god he would of nown what would happen to me with out you,what have i ever done to any one or thing to end up like this,all i ever wanted was you n i had you,we were far to young to be ripped apart like this,it was or together time now,holidays when we wanted just to spend the rest of or lifes the way we wanted,do what we wanted when we wanted its so unfair,he should of left us together or took us together carl acont go on its breaking my heart.just remember i love you so so much with all my heart and more i love,miss and need you so much darl n you wait for me for as long as it takes ok cause awill be looking for you when the time comes n adont want anyone else,rene can come with you i love me mam but you MUST be there your my main man and person ever so only you will do,so untill that great time comes darl bye for now.xxx ME N YOU 4ALWAYS DARLXX