hi ya mam,been to see you again today asuseuale but it was much harder today,i love you mam n miss you loads and i promise i,ll look after you with carl the best i can,and i,ll be up as much as i can,at least you cont be lonelly were ever you are id swap places in a flash mam to be with carl,i no you wouldnt though your in a much better place mamxxi,ll be up to morra and for your birthday on thursday okay give peter n alan a big kiss in cuddle for is and of course my guy am going to right to carl now so i,ll tell im myself how much i love im u can give im a kiss for me if you want,and look after him for is ma untill i get there ok cause i love him with all my heart n its hurting not haveing im here.bye for now mam love you loadsxx