hy ya hubby,its been a hard day today darl,the shock of me mam not being here just really hit me like a ton of bricks,av been up there every day in yet ayear to the day n it slapped me in the face as if it just happened,a really needed you today i no its not your fault darl,but we always done that kind of thing together and got through everything,as long as we had each other we,d win every time were now carl i just crumble am soft as shit haha,we were a team me n you,darl am going am still a cry baby when i talk to you,n i cont sit in talk to any one else neither you no me its just not my way.i love n miss you so much darl it hurts so so much with out you,bye for now you,v got my heart and thoughts darl me n you 4always darlxxx