hi ya darl,a no its a funny time but i cont get to sleep,and as every other minit of every day your in my head.i love you carl n a cont move on with out you i need and miss you so much i dont no what am going to do,i still love you to much to move on and cont do athing about it,a just wish a could of came with you it would of stopped all this pain it hurts so so much with out you,the bairns are hurting to,cj misses you loads luckly or other grandbairns werent old enough to no any diffrenet,n beleive me demi knows you,n she always involves you in what ever shes doing,but i think you no that cause some of the things she dose is quite weird,she no,s its you on all diffrent photos its so strange.ano its a quick letter darl but am going a have to try n get some sleep.tell me ma,alan,peter n my guy asaid hello n a love them sswell n miss them,but darl am heart broken over losen you please come n see is am waiting for you,i love you so much darlxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx