hy u darling,thought id let u no whats happing saying you still havent been to see me YET awont give up,av been told am trying to hard,athink am not trying hard enough i miss u so much darl aneed you,please come home some say you,ll come in my dreams well whats the point in that a need to see you for real man carl not in my dreams i no you can,av seen guy before he came to see me in a no you can cause if any one can darl its you,n ano awont be scared i love you too much to be scared am more scared cause i havent seen you i miss you so much anyway everythings soso around here we all love n miss you darling n we always will ur far to much of a big part in or lifes you always will be bye for now darling i,ll right again soon i promisexx me n u 4evea darl n dont you 4get it i love,need n miss you carl ALWAYSXXX