I miss you so much carl acont beleive i still exsist after 12month with out you especially when a know i dont want to be here with out you but i dont no were you are darl if a new id be there or if you,d come home and let me know were you are at least id no were to come cause i no you,ll be there waiting for me.dont you dare forget me darl no matter how long it takes i will never ever 4get you please dont leave it to long to come home it hurts so much not haveing you here our little wendy house echo,s now it misses you around the place or kids ore defistated darl so is cj i try my best but am no good to them now ano am not darl am going coz yes you no im getting to upset but i,ll be up to see you later xxI LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART CARLXXX