And a still cont beleive i havent got you i,ll never beleave it the only 1 thing a new 100% i had n my life was you how can i live a happy life without my life being there i dont no how am going to get through the 13....14...and god help me on the 17th people r worrying 4 the 17th darl they havent got a clue iv dread this time all year round but they,v must of 4got the time we spent in hospital friday 13th god darl am so scared to live with out u am so much alone a cont handle it darl a dont want to a love n need you so much id do anything to have you back o even just to be with you adont mind if i new where you were i wouldnt hesitate to cum with u a cont believe you wouldnt wont me a no 100% u do so why havent you come 4 me darl aneed to be with you carlso much i,ll right again soon darl coz the tears r starting again your always in my heart head and every day thoughts a love miss and need you loads darl 4 alwaysxxx