10 year without you dark has been so hard,I miss you like crazy I love you so much Carl we all do,our grandkids r growing up so quick,it hurts coz I km w how much you,d love them n take them every where,they know all about you,we talk about you all the time,our cj,s 16 now he's a good lad Carl just stays in and plays on computer,ud love our granddaughters 3 little beauty's dark n Shane n Kane well I no you,ll be watching over me n you,ll no I don't see them,av tryed my best n want to see them but it hasn't worked out that way.I love you Carl so so much n I hope your waiting for me still,its taking longer than I thought,but no matter how long it takes I need you to meet me so don't dare stop watching me I need you xx ME N YOU 4 EVEA N ALWAYS DARL XX we promised xx