Hi darl,hope your still watching over us all,espeacily me coz I need you most,am so pleased our kids have partners so I know there doing other things and don't have to think of you 24/7 I in they love and miss you but don't have to be lonely,I sopose I have to be coz I don't want anyone but you,so I cont see my life getting any better till am with you,our grandkids are coming on great Carl you,d love them,they all love you,we talk about you all the time Nelly gets upset saying she misses you loads,if recantations is true Nelly's you,i cont understand when she breaks her heart wanting you when she didn't even know you,but they would of loved you to bits.I no you would of been watching over cj when he was in hospital he's all good now.I love you so much Carl I wish I didn't my life would be a lot easyier but I love you with all my being and as hard as I try I cont move on without you,l love you so much xx ME N YOU 4ALWAYS DARL WE PROMISED XXX so you hang on for me darl n come n meet me when its our turn to be back together,anytime will do,rather sooner than later I miss you Carl xxT.L.N.D n it won't,its as strong today as it was when we were kids if not more,so bye for know I will always love miss n need you n I send kisses n cuddles to keep you warm till I get there xxx