hi ya darl,miss you loads car i really really need you more than anything you nar darl,what am i going to do carl,i wish a new how to move on but i really dont want to with out you,i dont think i can carl am scared,cause i only want you and i cont see any way forward how can i with out you we were together for so long and so much i cont just change my hole life you were my life so were are my soposed to start man,i havent got a clue about anything any more,what am i going to do darl,am really stuck on this n i dont no how to get out of it i need to do something but i dont no what,cause alls av ever wanted was there to be me and you n anything else didnt matter but now am so alone and i dont no what to do to change it,cause i cont do anything,i just want you home darl i need you so much it hurts i still cont get hold of the fact that i cont have you you,v always been mine n i want you so much,am going darl cause its still so so hard but remember were your home is darl n please come back i love you so so much this is killing me darlxxx ME N YOU 4EVEA N ALWAYS DARLXX