hy darling,well its saturday n am in on me own waiting for the x-facta,me n you would be locked up,phnes off just finishing were indians to get dishes washed r classes n drink at the ready.we loved saturday nights when the x-facta was on didnt we darl,every one new it was pointless comeing or phoneing because no matter wot saturday nights were lock out the rest of the world night n it was me and you thats one thing i,ll deffintly miss darl out time i so loved them saturdays even though you were still drunk from your normal friday night along the chess,we always made sure the saturday was justme n you.i love you carl so so much,n i dont no what to do about it,untill now av always got what i wanted you made sure of that but this was n still is way over my head to even think of a way because if i could,we wontnt be apart anyway,but not knowing were you are or how to find you is the hardest thing in my life av ever came up against,you,v got to be somewhere this isnt the end it cont be i wont let it be,i will never ever give up on us being back together that dosnt enter my head,i no i,ll see you again darl its just at the minit time is the boss,but the time will come,nothing will stop us being back together darl,we wont let that happen,r love for each other is to strog for that so untill next time darl i,ll always be here when you want to come home you do that its allways our little wendy house,and i,d love to see you even if its just for a short while,me n you 4always darlxxx i love,miss and need you so much darl it hurtsxxxx