hy you darl,ilove,miss and still need you i always will so dont forget about me carl feel free to come home any time day o nightai,ll be here waiting,n dont worry i wont be scared av never been scared of you before i no you wouldnt hurt me so what have i got to be scared for,shame about billy eh but i must admit am a lot jelouse of im really he,s exactlly were i long to be,at least i,ll be with you thats alls i want not much to ask for is it abit normality amiss you so much carl it breaks my heart i need you so much darl am going go darl it still hurts so so much i,ll never get over you NEVER untill am with you again please wait for me i,ll always want you so please always want me it dosnt matter how long it takes iv always loved you i always will and i always want you even if it takes 50years your the one i want to come for me i really dont think it,ll be that long though i hoe not anyway.say hello to me ma for me n our alan n peter n defintlly my guy tell them i love n miss themxxxx not half as much as i miss you though darl no one could ever amagen how much i miss you i dont no how to cope with it myself darl its so hard to do anything and everything without you its so cruel it should never of happened to us your far to young we still had loads of love to give each other it hurts so much.well darl am off and ahope to see you soon okay I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOUXXuntill we meet again always rememeber me darl goodnight sweetdreamsxx love love ,miss miss you and i need you so so muchxxxxx