hy ya darling,you awake yetxxx just thought ad tell you kyle n kerry are haven another baby not sure when shes due yet butits either november 7th[haha]or december the 5th there both happy about it though both hopen for aboy but you get wot your given eh you would of been chuffed your two boys eh you,d love demi to bits garl shes abelta n she kisses your pitcher a 100 times aday haha dont no how she knows its you on me kneckless like but she dose she kisses you 1st then asks me to kiss you haha she dosnt have to ask me twice i love you so much carl i really wish adidnt coz this is so unfair we had years left together me and you wot about our dreams of growing old together n all that stuff,all are plans r sorry darl am going a still get all upset just thinking wot a waste of our lifes we loved each other so so much i cont live the shit much longerxx love,miss n need you so much darl alwaysxxxx