Darl aneed you so much LEASE PLEASE come home your my everything am 44 agrown woman why cont a get agrip,am trying so hard carl,i cont do this without you darl man,why didnt you just listen i wasnt do all the shouting fore nowt carl i told you you were my life n if out happenend to you it was my life that would end n it has darl,your the lucky one u havent got to feel the hurt,n pain u want to b lucky a didnt go b 4 u carl theres no way you wud of lasted this long with out me am clinging on by me teeth waiting 4 you comeing 2 get me a dont want anyone else to come i love me me,alan,peter n u no how speacial my guy was but i only want you please darl this hurts so much you never ever hurt me i no i was your world your everything so dont let me hurt 4 much longer am depending on you to make me happy again carl just like you always did,so just ont last timexxxpleasexxx i cont be happy without you darl i need you so much i love you hurry up i wud if i was were you were id come home for you straight awayxx sweetdreams darl see you soon i hopexx