hi darl, christmas day carl,i done the very best acould 4 our kids and grandkids but darl am sick a miss you man aneed you here with me my head and heart wont work with out you a cont focus on anything akeep forgetting most things a love you soso much its so unfare us being apart id rather be there with u than here on my own aneed you so much its unbeleive ablexxtell me ma i love her darl n alan n peter in my guy tell them i miss themxx am going to say goodnight darl before amake meself more depressedxxx n darl areally think someone should pay for takeing you away from me cause we asked for help for long enoughxx bye darl i,ll right again soon id rather c you before hand though sweetdreams darl aluv,miss n need you more than iv ever needed anything or anybody in all my lifexxx sweetdreams n we will meet again i PROMISExx