hi ya pet its saturday n the xfactas on its not the same with out me voteing parterner we would be all locked up caddles on we would of had r curry youd be sitting with jeans n slippers o ur shorts n slippers on wine in 1 hand J in other singing along youd b nearlly drunk bye now phone will b on silent everyone new not to cum o phone till after xfacta but you were always drunk bye then so cudnt do nowt by then so it turned out to b r night untill last couple dennis started to cum but id let him in my self if youd cum home instead of all that darl my xfacta nite is am in bed have been since 70clock darl amade me own t am not even watching xfacta am listening to it but am wrighting 2 u at the same time am just not into it any more it was r night not my night av even drunk me bottle of blue out the bottle praying to god its all been adream n you start moaning at me for drinking out the bottle darl but you havent please darl awant you to moan at is make all the pain away i,ll get a glass n give u a kiss like we used 2 PLEASE CARL A NEED YOU SOSO MUCH A REALLY CONT DO THIS CARL A CONT LIVE WITH OUT YOU DARL AM CRUMBILING DAY BYE DAY ITSSOPOSED TO GET EASYEIR DARL ITS REALLY NOT THOUGH AV TRY SO HARD CARL BUT ITS NOT WORKING N AM SCARED CARL ADONT NO WOT TO DO ANY MORE AREALLY DONT ACAN NEVER EVER GET OVER THIS YOU WERENT JUST MY HUSBAND FREIND N WOT EVER YOU WERE MY PAST N THATS WOT ACONT GET IN 2 MY HEAD I,LL NEVER SEE YOU AGAIN ANO WE WOULDENT HURT EACH OTHER LIKE THAT ANO WE WOULDNT BUT ADONT KNOW WERE YOU ARE SO AM WAITING 4 U 2 CUM AND SEE ME 2 DARL ANEED YOUR HELP ADONT NO WHY THIS HAS HAPPENED TO US WHY US IT WAS ME N U PROPA LOVE WE HAD IT ALL IN YET IT WAS RIPPED AWAY FROM US N YET THERES ALSORTS OF BAD OUT THERE N YET THERE 2GETHER WHY CAN THAT HAPPEN DARL MY HEARTS BEEN RIPPED OUT AND PUT THROUGH THE SHEDDA THATS HOW AFEELXX DARL AM GOING GOSE AM GETTING UPSET SO GUDNIGHT DARL RIGHT AGAIN SOON IF A DONT SEE YOUR 1STXXXLOVE,MISS N NEED YOU SOSO MUCH CARLXXXX