julie 11th October 2009

HELLO MA TELL EVERY ONE ASAID HI N GIVE THEM ALL A BIG KISS AND CUDDLE FOR IS WELL APART FROM CARL HAHA YOU CAN GIVE HIM A SHAKE AND SEND IM TO GET ME RENE A REALLY NEED TO BE WITH IM MA AMISS IM SO MUCH IT HURTS AM NO GOOD FOR ANY ONE HERE A CONT FUNCTION O CARE THINL O ANY THING MA AV TRY TO GET HELP WHICH IS DOING NO GUD A JUST GET TELT WOT A BOUT YOUR KIDS N GRAND KIDS OR THEY SAY GIVE IT TIME YOU,LL PICK UP AGAIN WELL I CONT SEE IT HAPPENING MA THIS SHITTY LIFES NO GOOD TOO ME AND ME KIDS AND GRANDKIDS A LOVE WITH EVERY BONE IN MY BODY BUT WHAT PEOPLE DONT GET AS 4 ME 4KIDS AWOULDNT HAVE WITH OUT CARL N A ONLY HAD ONE HUBBY N ME GRANDKIDS WELL CARL CUD OF GIVE THEM ALOT MORE THAN I EVER CUD AM JUST BAD NEWS TO THEM ALL ONE BIG DISAPOINTMENT AV GOT NOTHING TO GIVE ANY OF THEM I COULDNT EVEN SAFE THERE DA O GRANDA FOR THEM A THINK ME KIDS NO ADONE EVERYTHING IN MY POWER TO KEEP IM WITH US MA BUT IT DOSENT CHANGE A THING A NEED TO BE WITH HIM HERE O THERE AND AV ALWAYS WENT WERE EVER HE WANTED TO GO SO NOTHINGS CHANGED THERE HE NO,S THAT NO MATTER WOT,ID CHOOSE TO BE WITH HIM HE HASNT BEEN HOME SINCE SO IT CAN ONLY BE HE DOSENT NO HOW TO COME HOME YET CAUSE A NO HE LOVED ME LIKE NOTHING ELSE MATTERED AND HE,LL BE MISSING ME AS MUCH AS AM MISSING HIM SO GET GUY[ano he no,s how]ALAN N PETER TO LEARN HIM QUICKLLY MA IF YOU GET ALL ARE PASSED FAMILY TOGETHER TO LEARN IM HE,S QUITE GUD AT PICKING THINGS UP STRAIGHT AWAY SO IT WONT TAKE YOU LONG.WILL YOU PLEASE THIS ONE LAST THING ALOVE YOU MA MISSING YOU,S ALL LOTS AND LOTSXXXXX R.I.P TO ALL OF YOU M-WAA