Hi ya me one n only,its xmas eve darl n i despratelly wish you were home instead am in our bed watching telly you should be out with your john why a see to the kids then out grandkids,you,d come home put the big things up for santy comeing,when the kids were littled you,d wake the bairns up to tell them santy had been they,d run down stairs all excited n when they got older i used to let them wait in the garden for you getting in.carl n kyle playing football in the dark in the garden n claire danceing n singing waiting happyly for you come home they were so happy days them darl the 5 of us used to spend all day together n ud take me the tavern on the night time every one was there all my family wed have agreat night out,n look at me now kids grow up got there own family dont see any of my family n the worse thing possible iv lost you carl its so hard with out you darl am so alone now darl cont wait to be with you again. Me n you for ever n always darlxxx I LOVE,MISS,NEED AND WANT YOU DARLING...XX T.L.N.D XXX N IT WONT CARL WE PROMISED xxxxxxxxx