my husband CARL...my mam RENE..my 2brothers ALAL n PETER n my 2nephews GUY N JOEand all other family n freinds you,s are all missed so much,my my close family its so hard with out you,s,n carl i dont no how av went on without you,carl n kyle and are 6grandkids have been a big help kyle has been my rock,you,ll be pleased tp no hes looked after me all the way but you were wrong,you asked and thought it would of been carl but no its our baby son,hes doing us so proud carl,yes i no he has his hell days,but hes a good kid,they miss n love you so muchxx mam i no you,ll be fine ur back with alan n peter plus me nana,look after everybody up there n give my guy a big kiss n cuddle for me,bye for now everyone love n miss you,s loads n carl you wait for me do you here,no matter how long it takes for my time to come i will always want you to be the one who comes to show me the way xxxI LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH DARL XX