Just lieing n r bed thinking of you,like a do 24/7 buu this was diffrent some how,a thought came in my head, i juust wounder if you are up there looking down on us l no you love our grandkids,id love to no your up there watching them play n growing up so quick,u,ll be so proud,3grandsons 3 granddaughters,how lucky r they,you pretecting up there,n i,ll pretect them down here. Its been so hard without darl,we all love n miss you so much your my other half and i cont see you but i hope you can see me n relise just how much i love,miss and need you,your my world darl n your kids miss you so much,r u thete watching us cry for you coz we love n miss you so much,please watch overvme n ours and help us be strong when we need it most xxxxx