n thats your funeral darl it should never of been your turn.I promise you darl i done the very best i could for you every one says it was a good funeral adont no how a funeral can be good like but there you go eh hahaxxI picked the 6 people i thought you would of liked to carry you into the church darl your craig,alan,roy evan dennis n paul came up from london,leslie came with im darl stan was devostated darl our aaron aswell i new they werent in any fit state to do it and theres no way our kids could of so astuck with craig and your pal,sxxYou were took to the church by horse n carriage you would of been propa buzzing i prayed we,d get stopped at every traffic light so i could have you for alittle bit longer,me n the bairns picked your songs we picked....watching the wheels go round by john lennon and loseing my reliegon by R.E.M a no you,d aprove claire wrote the speach for the vicor in the church dot n alan printed it out for is so the vicor could read it propa haha the people there had a laugh out of it anywayxxxloads of people turned up to pay there last respects darl you used to say no one at all would turn up didnt you i couldnt tell you who was there but there was a few cause not every one was inside the church even the cowgaters turned up haha your well missed darl.then OUR headstone its a belta isnt it ad be in there with you now if my ma hadnt of died but darl who would of looked after her,they would of got her burnt they wouldnt of even got her ashes i couldnt let them do that to her darl you no that,not to rene.Shes canny close to us isnt she darl haha her headstones nearlly done its the heart inside yours darl and its going up on your birthday so not long now well darl am off now just untill next time a will always love you carlxxx