Hi darl thats all,s a want darl just 1 n id never ask for another thing again i wouldnt need anything thing else just you you are mine n a had you why did this have to happen am so alone carl,totally on my own ano peoplle think av got the kids,grandkids n me family but you no how it is n any way av always had n wanted you thats all,To have my old life back would be everything its not as if i want more coz adont just what ahad,a no it wasnt much of a life to some people but it was the life a wanted it was everything a wanted hard sometimes yes but we always got through it coz we done it together i couldnt win a argument now,infact a couldnt b bothered to argu everythings changed so much carl its scarrey adont like chance acont chancs what do i do now darl a wish you,d help me work this 1 out a no what a want n where a want to be but astill dont no where you are darl a NEED to no cause not knowing would make it all pointless if a cont find you and nowhere else will do a love n miss you carl come n tells is where you are i miss you so muchxx byebye for now pet feel free to come any time day or night i,m waiting all the love a person could hold from me to youxxx JULIE N CARL 4EVER N ALWAYSXX T.L.N.D n it never will darlxxx