Hi ya darl,av been up to see you again today haha you no am there ever day dont you a cont wait to move in with you,sad ano but awant to be with you soso much darl thats the only thing i am 100% sure about at the moment ajust cont get in to liveing again darl acont see the point to be honest coz a havent got you and you r wot i lived for losen you has made me desabled some how a just cont switch on to reality any more av tryed to loads of times for my own sake but adont no how like a keep saying adont no anything any more apart from US thats all awant is my old life back JUST YOU DARL will you come home darl PLEASE CARL adont no what too do any more a need your help more than ever before n the only thing aneed is you I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH CARL always have n always will a cud never love any one else so from now on av got to be on me own till am with you and till then av got to live ashitty life with out youxx xxwell darl am going to go but i,ll right again soonxxx LOVE MISS AND NEED YOU LOADS CARLxx