YESDERDARL APART FROM ALOVE AND MISS YOU MORE AND THERES NOTHING A CAN DO ABOUT IT THATS WHEN IT BECOMES HARDER DARL BECAUSE EVERY TIME THERES BEEN A PROBLEM WE,V ALWAYS HELPED EACHOTHER DARL AND I NO THATS THE ONLY HELP A NEED HAVING YOU HERE WITH ME HOW CAN A WIN THE ONLY FIGHT AV DONE ON MY OWN N AV 100% LOST MY HEAD HEART AND LIFE IS TOTALLY FUCKED DARL ITS OVER SO WHY LEAVE ME BREATHING COZ THATS ALL IT IS WITH OUT YOU ITS POINTLESS ADONT CARE ABOUT ANYTHING O ANYBODY DARL WE HAD SO MUCH N YET IV GOT NOTHING COZ IT ALL DOSNT MEAN A THING EVEN OUR LITTLE WENDY HOUSE ISNT THE SAME CARL IT WAS ALWAYS OUR HOME CONDY IN YET DARL NOW ITS JUST A ROOF OVER MY HEAD AND A DONT NO WHAT TO DO ABOUT IT.... ADONT NO WHAT TO DO ABOUT ANYTHING ANY MORE DARL N AM SCARED REALLY SCARED WOT IF A LIVE UNTILL AM 70...80 O SOMETHING CARL I CONT LIVE LIKE THIS TILL THE MAN AM GOING TOO END UP GETTING NUTTERD OFF AM FORGETTING THINGS ALL THE TIME APPOINTMENTS EVEN SPELLING CARL IM FORGETTING HOW TO SPELL FOR FUCK SAKE THERES NO WAY AM LIVEING TO GET NUTTERED OFF CARL IF IT DOSE GET THAT BAD I,LL GO AWAY TO TAKE THE TABLETS THEN SO NOONE WILL STOP ME AND BY THE TIME THEY CLICK I,LL BE WITH YOU AND WE,LL GUIDE THE KIDS THROUGH IT TOGETHER I AM NOT GETTING LOCKED UP IN A NUTTER HOUSE 4 ANY FUCKER N ANO THE ONLY WAY 4 ME TO GET BETTER AND HAPPY AGAIN IS TO BE WERE I BELONG AND THATS WITH YOU AND THERES ONLY 2 WAYS THAT CAN HAPPEN THATS NATURAL CORSES O SUICID ETHER WILL DO ME WHICH ONE COMES FIRST ADONT NO BUT A DO HOPE ITS NOT TO LONG I CUD NEVER EVER BE HAPPY WITHOUT YOU DARL SO WHY WASTE TIME TRYING AM NOT EVEN TRYING 2 B HONEST COZ ITS POINTLESS.I DONT WANT TO LIVE WITH OUT YOU BUT ANO THE TIME WILL COME WHEN I,LL BE WITH YOU THEN N THATS THE ONLY THING AV GOT TO LIVE FORWARD 2 AND AV GOT TO BE DEAD 2 DO ITXXX HOW SAD IS THAT TO EXSIST AV NOT TO EXCIST SILLY ISNT IT BUT A FACT EH WELL DARL AM GOING JUST TILL NEXT TIME DARLING ALL, RIGHT AGAIN SOON A PROMISEXXXI,LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU CARLX XXXXXXXXXXXXXX ME AND YOU 4ALWAYS N 3EVEA DARL XXXXXXXXXXXXX