hi ya me 1 n only,love you loads for ever darl,its so lonely with out you we all miss you so much you were and still are my world carl,i miss you so much it hurts r grandkids are missing out on so much not haveing there grandda around,we,v made sure they know who you are darl.we talk about you all the time,and not a second gose bye were your not in my thoughts and my shattered heart,i love you so much darl,to deal with losen is the hardest thing av had to do,and av got to admitt carl am not doing a vary good job at you,how can bi make a new life when i didnt want rid of the old one,thats all i want just what really is mine in the first place,we made or life together and there was no right whats so ever for any one or anything to take it away from us,what we had was so speacial for us and it got took of us and it shatter our everything i love,miss and will always need you darl,ME N YOU 4EVEA N ALWAYS DARLXXXX WE PROMISED XXX