Hi darling nearly Xmas again av got all 6 of our grandkids this year first time n a long time so I have to put a Xmas tree up lol my 1 wish is that you were here with us I’d give everything av got to have you here I miss you so much n that’s never going to change I thought it would get easier by now but it hasn’t your still my one n only Carl I love you so much.everyone is doing fine n getting on with there life am pleased for them Carl n kyles doing good so you no that makes me happy. Am so pleased the lads are back in my life aswell there all growing up no the 6 of them are Nellys our youngest n she’s 12 next week Dems nearly 14 now you,s be so proud of them all faiths 12 now 13 n June kane will be 15 n January Shane 17 in April n our Cj,s going be 21 next year already darl they all talk about you especially Demi n nelly. We all love miss n need you darling ur ours for always xxx