Another Xmas without you darling,and its still so wrong,I should never of lost you I still don't no what am soposed to do with out you,I love you so much Carl,it hurts am so lost with out you nothing means any thing any more,I need you so much,are kids and grand kids miss you aswell,you,d love are grandkids darl they love you even the ones you didn't meet,we,v told them all about you and we talk about you all the time,every single day your talked about and when your not talked about your always in my heart and thoughts,I sit and talk to you on your photo and yes I shout at you sometime I even cry to you some time aswell,and you,ll be sick of me singing to you haha well come and see me and tell me to shut up,am sure you,d of come to see me by now if you could of,coz I no you love me as much as I love you,and remember ME N YOU 4EVEA N ALWAYS DARL...THAT WILL NEVER CHANGE XXX