hi ya darling,abet your not missing me as much as am missing you darl my heads battered not being able to see or here you any more aneed you so much carl this is all so unreal man how can you be there for years then bang,av lost you at my age you,d think id be able to under stand wouldnt you,but as hard as a try darl this all just dosnt make any sence to me i love you n you love me so why did this happen and make my life shit,everything happens for a reason we used to say,well awish the reason for it would hurry up before areally crack up with out you darl,this has had too happen for something man or its all just pointless all the hurt,the pain for nothing it cont be can it darl split us up just for nowt we were so happy together darl wornt we we had it all we didnt even have to try US were just ment to be everything just fell into place all them years ago in yet just all got took away one night when i got woke up.its so unfair av still got loads of love to give you darl my heart is all yours always has been and always will be,I LOVE YOU,I MISS YOU AND I WILL ALWAYS NEED YOU DARL BYE DARLING YOU WAIT FOR ME CARL, ME N YOU 4ALWAYS REMEMBERXXXXXX