Hi ya darling,darl am really scared for wedensday am no further forward from last year adont no wot am soposed to do anymore ajust want to be with you adont care about anybody,anything a cont get you out of my head the worse part is a dont want to get you out of me head a need you man carl so so much its just not right anymore nothing is worth liven for with out you carl am stuck n no man land ajust cont function darl.adont want to be on me own,but a dont want people here,adont want to go out but adont want to stay in am totally fucked with out you darl the tears are starting again darl so am off.i love you carl more than life its self i need and miss you so much PLEASE COME HOME FOR MEXX AM WWILLING N WAITINGXXXXX