hi ya darl just aquicky so you no what were up to at the minit am in bed with cj he,s stone out i,ll have to go to sleep me self soon so a dont sleep in for him for school.kyle was mortal for his birthday you were right like darl he,s a propa stress head am taken me house key off him fuck that me heads battered to start with.they haven getting on it yet but av learnt one thing darl if a can live this shitty life without you i can sure servive without them it,ll hurt yes but i needed you but they need me theres no way hes getting away with talking to me like that for as long as am around av give him everything posible n all i asked for inreturn was a bit respect,no matter what the three of them have done or said they have never ever told me to fuck off carl he did last night in by god did it hurt and he will regret it i,ll make sure of that he,s well and truelly fucked it with me.a love you so much darl the little cunt put the phone down on me twice n he had the cheek to sent me a text message saying thank you for spliting him and kerry up the little shit,darl am going go now am going try and get some sleep i,ll be up tomorrow to see you okay amiss and love you with all my heart darl remember that okay and wait for me darling adont think it,ll be to long now the way my shitty life is turning out and untill we meet again your forever in my heart and always in my head acont stop thinking about what av lost carl its so hard to understand why this has happened to us but i no i,ll see you again untill then bye darlxx JULIE AND CARL TOGETHER FOREVER AND ALWAYSXXX