Hi ya Carl,we should be out celebraten right now,celebraten you 53th birthday together,instead your out there somewhere i haven't got a clue and am in bed all alone its so wrong man this is killing me Carl xx hope you like your flowers and hope you came home today and so your birthday cards where they,d be if you were here with us,our kids and grandkids love and miss you DARL,its heart breaking to watch how much your missing and how much different are family would of been if you were still here x your birthdays nearly over with now hope you had a good day were ever you are xx always remember I love you so so much and I miss and need you I always will Carl you wait for me OK how ever long it takes I,ll want you xx me n you for ever n always DARL xxxx