Hi ya me everything just thought I'd let u know your still in my heart head n everything I do,I love you so much that we have to be together again sometime so I can shower you with love,kisses n cuddles like it should be.we all miss you so much darl, it hurts its so unfair we were ripped apart just as me n you were about to have a life for us,we were so happy together and would of been together for so many happy years,n yet it wasn't to be but I won't give up on us Carl I know your out there some were waiting for me n to be honest darl I cont wait,I cont be happy with out you were 1 me n you that's just the way we work,together or we don't work but our day will come it has to xx ME n YOU 4 EVEA n ALWAYS DARLxxx WE PROMISEDxxx