Hi ya my 1 n only well thats another xmas n newyear out the way its so diffrent with out you here carl i didnt even bother putting xmas tree n stuff up i cont see the point no one comes its just the same as every other day.i dont no why av been left with out you darl you are my life so how my soposed to live without you i love miss n need you so much i just want to be with you i cont see the point liveing without you its so hard it hurts.i love you with all my heart carl and more xxx ME N YOU 4EVEA N ALWAYS DARL XXX WE PROMISED XXX TRUE LOVE NEVER DIES n i.ll love you so much. We will be together again am just waiting for you to come for me id come to you in a flash if i knew were you were id be there now.am still at home so you know where i am xxx MY 1n ONLY TRUE LOVE N WE WILL BE TOGETHER AGAIN I CONT WAIT XXX