Hi ya darl,were all ok apart from we all miss n love you so much carl,it hurts.it was so wrong this happening to r little family,it was the beginning of mine n your time n live alittle, me u n the 3kids have been through so much together good and bad,but wot ever shit we had the 5 of us walked away winning coz no matter wot it was westuck together till the end,that was r family darl n we were close n strong,even when bitch fucked up me you carl n kyle were still a propa family n then cj came along then there was 5 of us again,id even welcome the bad times here n now if I could have you back home,there's afew more of us now n it hurts so much coz I no how much you love your grandkids its so wrong takeing you away from us you were loved so so much its really hard haveing so much love for you n not being able to show you,just aswell you know how much I love you I told n showed you enough times,so please don't think my love for you has stopped,that will never ever happen I,ll still want you when my time comes you just make sure you come for me to show me the wayxx your loved miss and always wanted by me,carl,leanne,faithxx kyle,kerry.demi n channelxx n I no cj misses you loads carl xxx ME n YOU 4EVER N ALWAYS DARLxxxx just as we promised xxxx