Hi ya darl,av needed you loads latelly darl hope you were watching over me in hospital i was thinking about all the times i spent at hospital with you over the years i honestlly didnt mind but there i was first time av ever been in hospital n i was so alone carl then when i came home things got worse carl came for abit then hats it.even mothers day they didnt come to see me carl i was gutted propa deffo i love them so much they no av only got them 2 x carls been great since i got them telt but kyle hasnt been i havent seen the bairns for aweek darl they,v got to be missing me i dont no what av done but i cont make it right if i dont no.i love you darl so much a havent even got my sons now even less to live for xx am going now darl getting meself upset i,ll wright again soon darl i promise xxx