5 year without you darl is takeing its tole,dont no how long i can live like this am so alone carl its unbeleiveable how things have changed i love you so much it hurts.i hate being on my own but i only ever wanted you carl n now i cont even have that.i need to be with you tp be happy again how long are my expected to live years with out you carl i dont no how or even want to.claire n kyle have made up so hes got her now to help him so things r comeing together so i dont need to be around so much, i really do need you carl in it looks like its got to be in your world darl so hope it dosnt take to long.ME N TOU 4EVEA N ALWAYS DARL XX WE PROMISED XX