Hi ya darl abit stressed today,4out of 6 of r grandbairns r poorly,kane had op for hernia,dems just had 8 teeth out faiths in hospital on adrip shes got a cyst in her ear and cj,s in hospital on the 28 to get his bowels unblocked am at dental meself next month to get date to get meself sorted nowt more can go wrong can it.i love you darl and i need you i still cont beleive a cont turn to you at times like this this and i miss you so much carl,i,ll let you no how r grandbairns r doing darlxx ME N YOU 4EVEA N ALWAYS DARL XX WE PROMISED XX T.L.N.D.S XXX N IT WONT CARL XXX