Hi ya darl,nearly xmas again am all done for our kids n grandkids darl,a wish you were here we,d be so so happy we always had a family xmas then wed go up aaron n tammys i dont even see them now never mind seeing them xmas day i hate life with out you carl its so hard the only thing that hasnt changed is how much i love you darl i need to be with you darl my life with out you is pointless its nothing with you not being in it.i love miss need and want you so much carl xxx me n you 4evea n always we promised xxx T.L.N.D. n it wont darlxx forever us xxxc