Goodmorning me one n only,av been awake ages thinking about you which is normal now,your alwahs in my heart n i cont stop thinking of you your always here one way or the other n it hurts so much cause i cont see you or tLk too you,well i do talk to you i even answer myself back,which dosnt help at all cause what i want n need is you giveing me a cuddle n telling me its all going to be ok,just like we used to we always new aslong as we had each other everything else would fall into place n take care of its self,and it did just now am so alone,no one i trust enough to talk to propley who would understand n take me serice and help me the way i need n want to be helped,i loveyou so so much carl n i no you,ll be disoppointed in me n am sorry but av tryed so so hard but i just want to be with you,i cont just keep going much longer i need you so much carl n kyle have there own familys,i dont have cj any more i just want to be with you carl am not asking for much your mine anyways,alls i want from you is please let me no that you,ll still come and take me to were ever i dont care as long as am with you am not being selfish darl i just cont seethe point in hurting any more when i no what i want and has always been thats me and you together,i love miss need and woill always want you xxx ME N YOU 4EVEA N ALWAYS DARL XXX T.L.N.D. N IT NEVER WILL XX so why waste time when we could be happy together again so please let me no you,ll come for me and i,ll be here waiting....i promise and we never break our promises to eah other you no that so am waiting for you to let me no your there to show me the way to happyness dont wait to long darl am waiting,so you soon darl....PLEASE...