Hi ya darl,am in r bed watching telly,i miss you so much carl,theres no way i can do this darl honestly,people no i love you an am hurting but darl they havent got a clue av lost eveything av had since a kid you and my ma with in 6 month. I had just started to r luck had change when you pulled through the amonia at xmas how crule is that man n we love each other so nuch in were both crused,i no you,ll be missing us do but am hopeing its true about the other side coz it means u can see us,at least you,ll be feeling better than me i need you so much darl xxxx ME N YOU 4EVEA N ALWAYS DARL XXXX