Good morning darling,just makeing sure you remember me haha i know you wuldnt or could forget me i just to tell you once again I LOVE YOU so much carl,i need you i miss everything about you,and everything we had together for so long we were so happy,alls we wanted was us,r kids n grandkids not much to as for but it is everything to us just to have each other,just time for me n you and just as r time was for us you got took away from me,my world got ripped apart,my life got come tumbleing down not around me darl straight on my head and crushed me to the ground,i dont no why he left me so alone.i feel as if am being punished big style for something bad av done,but alls av ever done was look after you and brought are 3 kids up and cj all i done was my very best for me n mine coz thats what yous are,mine,isnt that what a wife,ma n nana dose n yet all this i dont deserve the hurt,pain n anger i feel. Life is so empty carl i just want you carl,just you would make me so so happy i no it could never happen but i,ll never stop hopeing n wanting you carl NEVER...... ME N YOU 4EVEA N ALWAYS DARL WE PROMISED... .T .L.N.D. N IT NEVER WILL CARL MY LOVE N HEART IS ALWAYS YOU XXX