goodmorning darl,i wish i could just once tell you how much i love you carl,but there isnt a word to explain it,and to tell you how much i miss you is impossible,it hurts so much carl its so hard,i still dont no what am soposed to do with out you,a feel as if iv got no purpose any more,we,v always been together as one,so where dose that leave me,am not being selfish darl,i no you love me and will be missing me,but you no where i am,a havent a clue where you are,if ur ok,if your on your own n r you happy,they say its a nice place in heaven n that you meet all your family n freinds who have past away,well if that is the case you,ll be back with your nana katie,so i no you,ll be happy,lucky you eh coz not haveing you here,i cont see me ever being happy,you,v always been my life and been in my life,we,v been through so much together,no one could ever understand because i dont understand myself,how two people could no each other inside out like we do,it was great us two liveing as one,n i,ll never ever give up on us being together again carl,you wait for me because am waiting for are together again day darl,i love,miss n need you with all my heart xxx ME N YOU 4EVEA N ALWAYS DARL XXX WE PROMISED...xxx