hi ya darl,havent long been back from seeing you,a hope you allready no that n your flowers look lovely,me,carl n kyle will be up tomorror to see you but i wanted it to look nice,we love and miss you so much carl n this is the hardest two weeks of the year,tomma bings it all back from 13th till 17th after that i dont remember much then your birthday on the 1st march i no i was up there woth norman breaking my heart,4year ago darl n i still dont no the purpose of me being here with out you darl,am so alone carl n its so hard,i need you so much,i dont no what to do without you carl or even how to make things easyier for myself,i just want whats mine n thats you but i cont,well why not if your mine,i love miss n need you so much unreal amounts carlxxME N YOU 4EVEA N ALWAYS DARL XXX see you tommorrow my everything xxxx